Amanda from Garland, TX, asked:
Hi Julie,
All my life I have struggled with my weight. I recently found out my insurance at the new company where I am working will cover weight loss surgery.
I really want the surgery but I am afraid of a negative outcome or even worse, death.
When I was a child, I had a negative reaction to anesthesia. I was given too much and it swelled my brain and dilated my eyes. One eye’s pupil was a black saucer and the other pupil was a tiny pin point. The anesthesia also gave me horrible nightmares when I was under. I even had a dream that I died while in surgery.
Please let me know if it is safe for me to “go under” again. Thanks.
Hi Amanda,
You’re wise in questioning whether or not this elective surgery is something worth doing.
Since I’m not a physician, and especially not an anesthesiologist, I’m unable to tell you whether or not it’s safe for you to “go under”.
What I can do, is help you access what I call “Divine” guidance about having the weight loss surgery.
In order to get some information for you, I connected with you and did a quick medical scan. What I saw (in my mind’s eye) was a lot of inflammation throughout your entire body coupled with a very large tear in your energy field membrane. The tear is vertical and stretches from your throat to your groin. It was caused by a traumatic event either in this life or a past lifetime, an occurrence you may or may not remember.
Tears and holes in the membrane of a person’s energy field always precede any kind of medical or emotional issue in the body. The rupture causes an energy leak and keeps the body from operating at an optimal level. It’s similar to a slow leak in an automobile tire. Eventually, the leak will make the tire deflate and cause problems when driving the car.
Most importantly, when I asked whether or not the weight loss surgery was in your best interest, I “got” a NO!
Having said that, there are a multitude of reasons for this answer. Perhaps complications unrelated to anesthesia would occur. Perhaps you’d gain back all the weight you may lose. The possibilities are endless.
For more detailed information and to possibly help you heal, please schedule an individual session. We’ll have an hour to chat and I’ll be delighted to help figure out what’s causing your inflammation and what caused the energy leak (tear) in your energy field membrane.